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Anywhere but Here

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Anywhere But Here

Feeling lonely
Outside my window it’s pouring
It’s hard keeping my head up
When you’re not here

You never told me
Just when or where you were going
When I’m all alone here
It’s hard to fight back the tears

And I’d rather be
Anywhere but here, anywhere but here
Oh, I wish sometimes the truth would just disappear
I’d rather be anywhere but here

I dreamt about you last night
You told me everything would be all right
That I’m safe
And shouldn't fear

Then I woke up
I swallowed my gut and I got up
I wanna face the day
But the pain’s so hard to bear

And I’d rather be
Anywhere but here, anywhere but here
Oh, I wish sometimes the truth would just disappear
I’d rather be anywhere but here

I thought we’d have one more time
a hug, a kiss, one last good-bye
But something took you away and left me here to pray
Please let me make it through just one more day

And I’d rather be
Anywhere but here, anywhere but here
Oh, I wish sometimes the truth would just disappear
I’d rather be anywhere but here

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Flow

The waves are pounding big
Like the swell of thoughts in my brain
A walking contradiction
Pulling me in and out of pain

Surrendering thoughts
To the powers that be
Digging up old times
Sleeping restlessly

The past is just a flicker in my mind
On my anxious search I find
The only peace I know
Is to go with the flow

In a blanket of torment
I analyze every thought
The picture is not so clear
In an intricate maze I’m caught

I’ll give back my anger
For the peace of a seagulls flight
Soften my pain
Cause time will make it all all right

The past is just a flicker in my mind
On my anxious search I find
The only peace I know
Is to go with the flow

The waves keep on rolling
The swell grows and grows
The surfers are soaring
They know how freedom goes

The past is just a flicker in my mind
On my anxious search I find
The only peace I know
Is to go with the flow

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Guys and Girls

Did I lead you on?
That’s not what I intended
I thought we were good friends
Unless that’s what you pretended
I didn’t mean to hurt you
If that’s what you think I did
You stopped returning my calls
Leaving questions in my head
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Why, why, why can’t a girl and guy
Just happily be friends
Why, oh why, has there always been
Certain tensions that make it all end
Oh tell me why can’t guys and girls be friends


Maybe you just got sick of me
And I meant nothing to you at all
You leave me to assume
Since now you never call
I didn’t mean to tease you
If that’s what you think I did
I just liked hanging out with you
Just being friends
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Why, why, why can’t a girl and guy
Just happily be friends
Why, oh why, has there always been
Certain tensions that make it all end
Oh tell me why can’t guys and girls be friends

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Hollywood

She’s nineteen years old, she got Hollywood dreams
breast implants to help her self esteem
Fake I.D. and hipster bars
Studies Vogue magazine to look like the stars

Hollywood

She met a man who said he liked her eyes
Said, “I’m producing a movie, how ‘bout a compromise?”
Well she was thinking on her way down
It’s the quickest way to get to the crown

Hollywood has sucked her in
She strives to be famous, she starves to be thin
She’ll do anything if only she could
Make it big in Hollywood

Booked her first job a B level movie
It’s got nudity in it and a nonunion salary
But she don’t care, she got wide-eyed dreams
It’s a foot in the door, a chance to be seen

Hollywood has sucked her in
She strives to be famous, she starves to be thin
She’ll do anything if only she could
Make it big in Hollywood

In this town a look is all you need
You can give it your soul but you won’t book the lead
She just follows what she hears and sees
and she just might be the one who succeeds

Hollywood has sucked her in
She strives to be famous, she starves to be thin
She’ll do anything if only she could
Make it big in Hollywood

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Maybe

Working toward a dream that may never come
Living on rice and beans can get so tiresome
How many times can you be so close
Then suddenly turned away
How many ways can you justify
Doing what you love has a price to pay

Maybe we can run away
Take my hand we’ll find a happy home someplace
Leave this crazy rat race
Maybe we should run away
I’ve had enough of doors closing on my aging face
Take my pride and leave with grace

And I ask myself
Am I good enough?
And I tell myself
You’ve gotta toughen up
Just live your life for the learning, is what they say
When is it time to draw the line without throwing all your dreams away?

Maybe we can run away
Take my hand we’ll find a happy home someplace
Leave this crazy rat race
Maybe we should run away
I’ve had enough of doors closing on my aging face
Take my pride and leave with grace

Working toward a dream that may never come
If I tell myself I’m not good enough

Maybe we can run away
Take my hand we’ll find a happy home someplace
Leave this crazy rat race
Maybe we should run away
I’ve had enough of doors closing on my aging face
Take my pride and leave with grace

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Mind in Question

Here I am again
Staring at the sea
I’m all alone
I finally broke free

Can I live my life
without your love?
Away from your arms
and the life we dreamed of?

I loved you
I love you still
You had my heart
You always will
My minds been in question
My minds been afraid
Of being too young
For the life we’ve made

I’ve prayed for answers
I longed to be free
Seems I looked everywhere
except deep inside of me

I let you go I walked away
and I fear I’ll regret it for the rest of my days

I loved you
I love you still
You had my heart
You always will
My minds been in question
My minds been afraid
Of being too young
For the life we’ve made

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Running in Fear

Another day, another day, another broken heart
I turn away, I turn away, a love that’s burned from the start
Look at me, look at me, whimpering again
Inside my head, inside my head, I could lose my best friend

When will the answer become crystal clear?
When will I choose love instead of running in fear

I’m running in fear
Yes, I’m running in fear
I’m running from the simple life and
It all could disappear
I’m running in fear
Yes, I’m running in fear
I’m running from the simple life and
It all could disappear, could disappear
I’m running in fear
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I’m a stranger, a stranger to my own skin
I question love, I question love and a wound deepens
I’m scrambling, I’m scrambling to find an answer soon
And I’m fearing, yeah I’m fearing you’ll change your patient tune

When will the answer become crystal clear?
When will I choose love instead of running in fear

I’m running in fear
Yes, I’m running in fear
I’m running from the simple life and
It all could disappear
I’m running in fear
Yes, I’m running in fear
I’m running from the simple life and
It all could disappear, could disappear
I’m running in fear

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Sin

Your wild eyes seduce me
Suck me in like a rated x movie
You move me to another dimension
Is it your intention to warm me, destroy me
Sacrifice my soul


I wanna feel you
I wanna be so close to you
I wanna whisper in your ear
Come on over here
I welcome you in
Take me over
Let’s make sin
Let’s make sin


My senses are turned on high
You’re taking me over
You bring my mind to fantasize
Bout me and you under the covers
You thrill me and chill me
Entice me with those eyes
Show me what’s inside


I wanna feel you
I wanna be so close to you
I wanna whisper in your ear
Come on over here
I welcome you in
Take me over
Let’s make sin
Let’s make sin


I’ve been thinking ‘bout you all day
I couldn’t get you off my mind
You put a spell on me
With those wild eyes

I wanna feel you
I wanna be so close to you
I wanna whisper in your ear
Come on over here
I welcome you in
Take me over
Let’s make sin
Let’s make sin

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Soul Mate

When time stood still
My knees were hard to feel
My head joined my heart
I knew this was for real

The tone in your voice
The look in your eye
The expression on your face
As sweet as a lullaby
Oh my my

I’ve just been granted my most precious gift
I never expected to find heaven like this
I’ve just been blessed with the luckiest fate
Just when I wasn’t looking, I found my soul mate

I remember
The first time that we kissed
Nothing on earth
Had felt better than this

The first I love you
Oh so bashfully
You started by saying
You mean the world to me
Chills came over me

I’ve just been granted my most precious gift
I wasn’t expecting to find heaven like this
I’ve just been blessed with the luckiest fate
Just when I wasn’t looking, I found my soul mate

I’ve grown into a woman with you by my side
You loved me even when I wanted to hide
For nine years I’ve had you in my life
Now I’m standing beside you as your wife

I’ve just been granted my most precious gift
I never expected to find heaven like this
I’ve just been blessed with the luckiest fate
Just when I wasn’t looking, I found my soul mate

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Super Human

If I could only be fearless all the time
If I could always say what’s on my mind
I f I could be free from insecurity
If I could only expel hypocrisy

Then I would be a super human
I’d be free from human flaw
I would be a super human
I wouldn’t really be human at all

If I could only be grateful all the time
If I could always put the past behind
If I could always be calm and serene
If I could refrain from anything obscene

Then I would be a super human
I’d be free from human flaw
I would be a super human
I wouldn’t really be human at all

I wish that life could be easy
But how boring would that be?
I just might make myself crazy
Just to release some energy

Then I would be a super human
I’d be free from human flaw
I would be a super human
I wouldn’t really be human at all

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Where am I Gonna Go

Mommy Mommy
Why do you look so sad and angry
Why’s daddy crying with his head against the wall
Why are you screaming, why are you fighting
Do you care that I can hear you at all

I don’t understand what divorce means to me
I got a mom and a dad, but without them it’s just me

Where am I gonna go
If daddy moves out
Where am I gonna sleep
If daddy’s in the guest house

Where am I gonna go
If I don’t have a home
Where am I gonna sleep
Why’s it gotta be like this

Mommy Mommy
What’s happening to our family
Why are you making daddy move out
Who’s this man that keeps coming over
What the hell is this all about

I don’t understand what divorce means to me
I got a mom and a dad, but without them it’s just me

Where am I gonna go
If daddy moves out
Where am I gonna sleep
If daddy’s in the guest house

Where am I gonna go
If I don’t have a home
Where am I gonna sleep
Why’s it gotta be like this

I’m just looking for answers
Stop yelling at me
I’m just trying to save our family
Why’s it gotta be like this

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Will to Try

It’s a quarter to nine
Already running late
I’d get to work on time
If I were getting paid to create

All my friends are driving brand new cars
I scrape my pennies just to play guitar

I’ve gotta give up feeling so bad
about the little things I don’t have
I got plenty money can’t buy
A life of dreams and the will to try

I never felt so high as when I
Was on stage last night
The house was on fire
Yelled and cheered with all their might

I won’t bitch about my beat up car
To have my time to feel like a star

I’ve gotta give up feeling so bad
about the little things I don’t have
I got plenty money can’t buy
A life of dreams and the will to try

I want what I want, I want it now
I gotta find the strength for patience somehow

I’ve gotta give up feeling so bad
about the little things I don’t have
I got plenty money can’t buy
A life of dreams and the will to try

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All lyrics written by Hannah Castelluccio

maybe Written by Hannah Castelluccio and

Candace Letterman

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